Was almost late for the bus this mornign when I woke up. Almost ripped my stockings trying to multitask everything. Got out in one piece and is now tempted to go and lie down and accidently fall asleep. seems like a good plan. I should savour this week as a week with no assessments before chemand bio next week. Its already week 3 can you believe it? And I havnt completed anything on my resolutions list and the marks I’ve got back have been less than steller. Lets hope Anc hist changes my mood, although we wont be getting that back in a while, I have a feeling I got really bad. I’m going to be a sad panda for a while. What happened to trying really hard?
Just can’t help but to procrastinate some more and post this song:
ANGELA AKI – TEGAMI 
Heart touching?
Here’s the PV version:
LYRICS translation, v.good:::::
Dear you,
Who’s reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who’s 15 years old
There are seeds of worries I can’t tell anyone
If it’s a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I’m about to be defeated and cry
For someone who’s seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You’ll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don’t be defeated and please don’t shed a tear
During these times when you’re seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I’m hurt
But I’m living the bittersweet present
There’s meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing
Seems like I’m about to be defeated and cry
For someone who’s seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don’t be defeated and please don’t shed a tear
During these times when you’re seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we’re in
There’s no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who’s reading this letter
I wish you happiness
SHERMAN CHUNG’S COVER
AHAH this is how I came across the original
You can be the judge which is better, original has so much feeeling! Better 
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Recent happenings : D : D…
1. Really liked the Oporto Rappa this Monday when I first tried it. After eating it three times this week I sort of hate it now. 
2. POST HSC BODY. No exercise = omg… slowly getting fatter and fatter. So scared/paranoid/worried… G_G what to do… Apparently you need enough sleep to increase metabolism and stress makes it worse.. LOL can’t believe I looked it up.
3. Rage quit at sudoku.. just wasted 2 hours playing it in those magazines my parents get from the Chinese newspaper. HOW COME I CAN’T EVEN MANAGE TO FINISH ONE 
!? HELP LOL so unsatisfied by this >_<
4. How slack is that right? Spotted at my train station..
5. I hate ants they keep crawling around room/table argh and bite my ass D: sort of… I don’t even eat (that much) in my room
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SO MUCH HW AND SO MANY ASSESSMENTS ~__~
Or as Cynthia goes anyways.
English essay was today and as expected no one actually did any work in 1st period. We all rather pretended to infront of the teacher with out english notes under the book. Helen didn’t even copy notes in Chem, she just rewrote her essay. It was blurry and stupid and I can;’t believe I left one o fhte core texts as the fourth text instead of leaving the movie as the fourth texts. ffffffffffffffff.
Connections and relationships my ass. I don’t think my thesis even fit that. It was like rewriting the question into fanciers words. IT WAS REWRITING THE QUESTION INTO FANCIER WORDS AND A LONGER SENTENCE. I;m doomed to walk the earth with a C destined to be printed next to my name.
On another now, it was raining like bat shit crazy during 4th period for some reason. Like I said, the weather has like bladder problems or something along those lines. And so I hitched a ride with Van without telling fiona and patricia oopsy >_>
Anyways tutor in a few, then maths tutor hw. I should do english now shouldn;t I? would be a good idea
This will be me tomorrow morning. or Saturday.
The Ancient History assessment that was worth 25% has finally been done. fuck. And then there is english tomorrow and I’m seriously considering skipping class tonight, becuase I cant be bothered going as then I would need to come back and settle down and shower again and by then it would be 10 pm. That would be 3 hours (1.5 of it would be stress relieving workouts o_O) that would have probably been better spent doing english. maybe.
Anyways the assessment today wasn’t bad, althought I must admit, I wrote more than I was supposed to and accidently missed out on this one point that felt rather important, but I am not sure whether it was or not – the inscription on the Persepolis walls. Actually it was rather important. fuck. Well it was one point that I seriously truly forgot when I was rushing away on the response. I also must say that I think I need to practice writing in running writing legibly and fast as well. Because today’s attempt was atrocious, my writing for Anc hist looked like a guy’s writting and half the time I didn’t even know WHAT I was writing. Which is kind of bad becuase it gets me into the habit of preparing essays for Hist and also makes it difficult for me to think on the spot about focus questions for English. Like now.
School was alright as usual. Period one was the play, which was awfully awkward, informative but still a tiny bit weird. The girl was pretty though. But still beyond awkward.Me and Theresa were planning to memorise our Anc Hist essay during the play and thought that sitting at the back would be an awesome idea, turns out the teachers were sitting there as well and it failed. In chem, We attempted to simulate volcanic action when Me, Thy, Louise, Amanda and Jeannie were doing the acid/base/indicator prac. But we got too little bicarb soda and vinegar and it failed into a tiny froth in the sink. Yerh pretty anti climatic actually. Otherwise I spent the rest of the day panicking so hard that I need to pee before Anc hist and sat in English thinking how aweful my impromtu thesis was. I can’t think in English. Diab inspires me, but english at school just completely deflates my confidence and trust, which started out at 0 anyways. Band 6? maybe not anymore. I SHOULD BE HAVING FUNNNN. And Actually I did at lunch talking to Wilson and Johnny about Valentines day, that was pretyt eventful.
I think this is the first time in a long time that I have blogged about school, lool. And In a year’s time I intend to reread this post and think. WTF IS ACID/BASE/INDICATORS?
My day went by like a blur after Anc Hist, I totally forgot my sister was going to Japan or was even on a plane until just a few moments ago. Writing non stop for an hour has really killed my hands and my brain. Now I’m off to do more .. englishing. or something
I’m getting the hang of doing 100 skips a day, though its not really helping me kinda become any less fatty and tubby lool. HEALTHY AND FIT IS MY GOAL. Because all this sitting after eating clogs up my arteries.
p.s Korean netizens are a tiny bit overzealous when it comes to national pride. I don’t know why they dig up the smallest and tiniest details, take it out of context and exponentiate the comments to the point that it destroys someone’s career. Do they enjoy the power they receive from being able to control the way the industry works and runs? or are they just bored mindless people sitting at home with nothing to do but stir up trouble for people who worked so hard to get to where they are? Gosh seriously, you’re worse than those christian puritans who thinks that if you don’t convert, you are sure to die a horrible death, or that they are saving your children from being tortured at the hands of the public education system (okay not really) but seriously, take a freaking chill pill and if possible make that a double dose. Its good to be patriotic, but not when your bashing your own country people or making a bigger deal out of things that shouldn’t really matter.
Now, lets hope none of those netizens see this and come bash me. I don;t think the wordpress server can handle the traffic.
