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Kitchen Benchtop

July 15, 2009

I decided to do something different today and name my post randomly. And my randomly I mean walking out of my room into the living room spinning around in circles and then pointing at a random area of the house, proceed into the random room and repeat. Until I point to  an object. Which today so happens to be my kitchen benchtop. I also spun into my chair :(

HOLIDAYS. The tme for relaxation, maple and lots of sleeping+bludging, all of which I have been doing quiet diligently. It makes me feel like a bigger slob than I already am seeing that I don’t do homework on a regular basis anyways, nor do I do my tutor on a regular basis. For the past 3 days I have been mapling my little brain out, instead of studying like I said I would, more or less because my smart mother would not let me go to the library to study properly, like oh fuck me :( Maybe I should go Nerellan Library on tuesday and hitch a ride with my sister, since she works right next to the library there. I seriously need to get away from all this technology except my ipod and leave me with only my pencil case, note book and lots of chem,maths and biology revision :D I should start seriosuly nerding out. I do not want to fail my exams, nor do I want to thing about failing my exams. MATHS IS MY NUMBER ONE FUCKERS :D

For about half the week, my parents arnt home and so I myself am stuck at home doing god knows what, including runinng around like a mad chicken, playing wth my dog, him jumping me, more walking around, hugging my walls, talking into the mirror and something normal: reading.

Anyways I have no life atm to talk about :) other than my mapling and that I’ve never lvled so fast in 3 days in my life. zomg :D i shoudl be given an award.

kthnxbye

P.S: Helen, unfortuneately my skills at english are not are not as diverse as yours so ill just leave you a O line verse :D

P.S.S: All of us have been going out as a group for a while now, and even though we dont go to the same schools, we get along pretty well with each other which is what i love about you guys :) ty <3

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oh hell :(

July 11, 2009

fuck me dead.

I’m going out heaps on the first week of holidays and ITS LIKE ZOMG.  shit.

preuni reunion, berala reunion, my house, UNSW/SMASH.

 Then everything in between is trying to study at the library, a library far far far away D: this is going to be a very very productive holiday. I can tell already; Everyone is going hardcore partying :) to gear up for term 4 no going out policies that we will put on outselves come yr 12 ;D.

oh no. :( i might lose my blogging mojo for the holidays cause I am basically that lazy to do shit, but watch out for lots of .. food centered photos? AHHA proabbly? T_T” i dont know. bye guys. happy holidays <3

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Already Gone

July 9, 2009

Feeling: confused and v v v v v v tired :( wants to sleep
Earcandy: Already Gone – Kelly Clarkson

Played with my sister’s harddrive the other day and came across Kelly Clarkson’s new album. I remember her second album which I absolutely loved back in yr 8. It was so relevant in so many ways and so nice to listen to :) Her new album seems alot more different than her second, and it seems there is a more indie feel to it than anything else becuase it does feel mainstream either. I love Already Gone, its has such a ghostly feel and tone to it <3

I didn’t feel like blogging today, or at all in the past few days as I’ve said before. Like just lost the mojojojo of it all, although it seems like this is a constant thing for me when it comes to blogging. The concept of it is so dazzling: should it be personal? or should it be public? should others get to read it or should it be kepy to yourself and for other to find out with their own sweat and blood? Its dazzling. Sorry about yesterday Thomas :( I just didn’t want a mass influx of views on the blog since like almost half of the posts are personal, nonsensical inside joke type posts that I’d rather keep out little secret you know? :)

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Today in religion, amanda dogged us for Elic, so I sat with Aimee, Van (guy) and Thy. Van somehow managed to get a hold of Angie’s iphone and came across the ‘Love compatibility’ app which we ended up playing with all lesson. The outcomes of so many couples are so outrageously funny :) we tested so many people, gays and vampires. Apparently edward cullens compatibility with himself is 63%. The guys got no self respect for himself. Me and Aimee only got as far as 13% , our names are lowwwww scorers compared to Karen and Stephanie who we tested and always got FUCKING SUPER HIGH MEGA LOADING scores, like seriously,  all their scores ended up being about 70%+ for stephanie and karen 80%+. which is really lol if you know what I mean ;D Someone is popular <3

I’ve yet to really start writing my short story, cause I seriously don’t feel like doing it. Plus these mozzy bite lumps have started to pop up out of no where suddenly on my face ONLY, and my parents are worried something is wrong with me. I’m thinking, OMG ALLERGIC REACTION,but I’m still here and alive so I guess not. I will find out tomorrow when I doctors I guess? If I die turn me into a cake okay? I don’t want fish feeding on my ashes at the bottom of the salty sea.

UWS TOMORROW YAY.

kthnxbyex :)

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“And now seasons are changing, yeah, and we’ve become strangers… But, maybe we’ll, meet again…”

July 6, 2009

@ Title: ILY CLAUDE KELLY haha :P

To hope is to risk disappointment. But to not hope is to welcome failure. So should we have hope or remain hopeless? :)

  1. LAWesome =)
  2. LAWlcakes =)
  3. LAWl =)

Please help me decide my jersey name! + Smiley face or no smiley face?

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Need to do work.

July 5, 2009

I’ve been doing a couple of minutes of stalking and blog hopping today and yesterday. I really need to stop. Anyways, becuase I am this bored and can not be bothered to do My english or science, I’ll do this quiz thing. Mind you mine is boring since like , I have no life, nor did I read through the questions properly before pasting it. Got is off louise :)

Seven things you will find in my room:
- Bed
- Chair
- 1 photo frame
- Wardrobe
- Table
- Toys
- Tissue

Seven relationship questions:
1. Do you like anyone? No, Maybe, take your guess.
2. Does someone like you? I dunno D:
3. Last kiss? Havn’t even had a first.
4. Been lead on? Yerh, I guess so
5. Been cheated on? No
6. Want a relationship? No
7. Wanna get married? In due timeee :)

Seven things you can’t live without:
1. Friends
2. Family
3. Technology
4. Food
5. Tissues
6. Clothes
7. Money $$

Seven things on your mind:
1. Food
2. Friends
3. Chem tutor
4. Music
5. Things I think about everyday
6. Trying to think of a list for this thing
7. My regrets in Life about things I should have done or shouldn’t have done

Seven other things – Do You
1. Believe in God? Yerh I suppose so, I’m Catholic after all
2. Had a dream come true? Yes, heaps and they were useless as well.
3. Read the newspaper? Yes *nerd out*
4.Get enough sleep everyday? If I yes, I would be lying big time.
5. Have a best friend? Yes I think so, well yerh, and lots of close friends :) I’ve had and lost some.
6. Take a bath daily? *cough*
7. Wish on stars? I’m too scared to go outside to see them.

Seven have you evers:
1. Fallen in love? I’ve liked/loved but havn’t been in it (definition un clear)
2. Kissed someone of the same sex? .. we do alot of other things :)
3. Hooked up with someone who had a bf/gf? Never
4. Been to a bonfire? Nope
5. Ran away from home? wished but no
6. Played strip poker? I’m too chicken to
7. Pulled an all  nighter? Yes twice.

Seven things in the last 24hours have you:
1. Cried? Not really, Got a bit teary form transformers though o_o
2. Had fun? Heaps :)
3. Been kissed? No
4. Felt stupid? Yes, many many times
5. Talked to an ex? nope
6. Missed someone? I always miss something, someone, somewhat.
7. Listened to music? Yah bro, but I need to find something new to listen to

RED : ANGER

1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? No
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper? Dad when he gets angry, and me.
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? Yerh, hasn’t everyone?
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? No
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell? I prefer to kick ;D

ORANGE : EXCITEMENT

1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? Yerh, but I runaway alot of the time.
2. Are You Easily Excited? Extremely easily excited
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To? HOLIDAYS, KRNBBQ, NERDING OUT SESSIONS, EXAMS (fuck)
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought? Cheap asian and pay my debts to my parents ;D
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? If sometimes things could be what they use to be, many things with many people. + if many things were alot clearer instead of lingering awkward atmospheres and unspoken feelings/words

YELLOW : SELF DISCOVERY
1. Full Name: Wendy Shi Win Zhang
2. Birthday: Your mum
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life?  To sleep.
4. Do You Want To Have Children? Yerh Maybe,
5. How Do You Want To Die? In my sleep *refer to Main Goal in Life*

BLUE : SADNESS

1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? Depends which one, emotional crying? or sad movie crying?
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now? I have no life xD
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? I get upset but nothing major.
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours? yerh, when the Megatron killed Optimus Prime orz :(
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do? I sleep.

PINK : LOVE

1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends? the mysterryy hmmm
2. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? no, not really, I’m too realistic atm to believe in anything sustainably wishful
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her? I don;t know, do I?
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? No, do you?
5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate? I believe we have several soulmates in a lifetime, not just the one; It’s just which one you will spend the rest of your life with, or half your life with first *otherwise we would all be unhappily bitches*. It would explain why on average we fall in love so many times in a lifetime I guess