i can need photo niaowww ~

Ok that did not make the least bit of sense, but whatever. I have a Dilemma, a big one.

i need a photo. A photo of myself. yerh .. hugeeeee dilemma. and i got none that are suitable to actually put on a application. yerhnot a passport photo, but i need a photo of me having fun or whatever im doing. how sad, looking through the photos, i gained alot of weight =( so obese *sigh*

I NEED A FREAKING PHOTO GAH. anyways please let me know if you have a photo of me fatass me T_T” yes me. im sounding so self centered it aint funny no more. i dont have any photos of me that dont look the slightest retarded. oh hooray for me. im am like so sarcastic these days

shit hit the fan

seriously. seriously. SERIOUSLY

I have suffered so much bad luck lately imstarting to blame it on karma becuae of the means things ive done before. but of all time to bite back YOU BITE BACK WHEN IM APPLYING FOR WORK EPXERIENCE? first, i acidently typedin the wrong reply email, second the phone call and convo witht he fax machine had a 1 minute silence while i tried to find my phone, third sending another email to apologise for inconvenience, press send and accidently closed the window. HOW SHITTY CAN THIS GET and then EVEYRONE FCKING PWNED ME IN SCIENCE. THERE ARE ONLY 2 CLASS FOR CHEM AND PHYSICS. and everyone is in competition for them, at this rate, im fcked. like seriously I MIGHT NOT EVEN GET INT BECUASE MY MARKS ARE SCREWED UP. my intelligence only takes me so far and that is only if i have intelligence at all. i cant be fcked to put paragraphs so like helen says, use you english skills and imagine them, motherfckers –” im mean seirously, im pissed off and dont take offense to what i say. GAH AND MAPLE WONT WORK . WTF IS THIS WEEKEND? ALL THE WORLD AGAINST WENDY WEEKEND? shit revolves around me. suicide is suddenly looking very promising however, im not that type of person. i cant even fake that im sad, its like a imposssible facade to put on. im happy 24/7 whether im really sad or not. HOW SHITTY CAN THAT GET? yerh shit hit the fan today. hooray 
EDIT: did i also mention that maple doesnt work? YERH THERE IS A FUCKING 9 HOUR DELAY MOTHERFCKING NEXON. NEVER HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TIME AND THE PRIVATE SERVER WONT WORK FOR MEBUT IT DOES FOR KAREN DENNIS AND DAVID SO WTF IS THIS? gah i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate my life. DOESNT ANYTHING GO RIGHT FOR ME? EVER? I CAN THINK OF SO MANY TIMES WHERE THERE WAS A CHANCE, BUT I NEVER TOOK IT AND YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHING AND NO WIM COMPLETELY OFF THE TOPIC. gah. SHIT HIT THE FAN TENFOLD.
EDIT EDIT: im tempted to update and i will. im going to live under a rock for the rest of my life. i mean seriously. i cant do anything, NOTHING. fiona can design, stephanie can cook, amanda can play the flute, theresa is a maths wiz, louise is like connected, and crystal is manga orientated. what am i. nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. im worth nothing, i have nothing and i cant even spell hyperbolae in plural form correctly as pointed out by patricia. SO MAYBE I WILL GO HIDE UNDER A ROCK AND DIE. im a average jow destined to walk throught life accomplishing nothing. im that 70% who does just enough and goes through life carelessly and dying lonely. im ordinary. ordinary to the bone no matter how different i try to be. gah. life sucks for me.
EDIT EDIT EDIT: Helen is so funny. ive deleted all my emails except for the ones i need which i have no idea why. Im all better today. its impulsive ranting. like impulsive shoppping but ranting becuase no one cares of reads. hooray

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAREN.

like… last week? T_T”

Like the title suggests, happy birthday karen. I have yet to fully like FLAUNT THIS FACT. I forgot if i even did, so as a result im doing it now. im sorry T_T” im crap at birthdays =(

 TANJOBI OMEDETO SUTORUKA KAREN

miaow miaow IM SORRYYYY

and i will publically acknowledge it now, that is of course unless your birthday is next monday .. of which i would just quietly repost this entry

and i just checked. it was last monday.

i should be condemned to hell T_T”

Lacks Some Posting :P

Wow, everybody, I’m skipping tutor tommorow because I need to do English homework YES. LOL and why’s that? Because I bludged all weekend playing Maple Story. Haha, oh well. NEW NOTE: stop playing so much.

Okay OMG VISUAL KEI LOL it’s so cooollll~ *EMO/ROCK/EtC. coming to get me*. I’ve been weird today. I don’t know why. :p Oh well, I feel like a sh@thead LOL. Yes, really. Hmm… anyway needs some pictures so here:

SHIN!!!~ s2

Very much hotter than your edward cullen, optimus prime etc. o.O LOL hor hor hor. The other pic I got is too cute for your eyes sorry ^__^. TARATARATARA. Sorry, just needed some images due to lack of images for too many weeks. Hope you enjoyed that visual kei spam . I sure did.

Recounting the day in dot points.

• Jessica – where’s my clip. *She gave it to Shirley in the morning, it was on Shirley’s scarf*… *10 mins later* HELEN! GIVE ME MY CLIP *Helen continues to act suss*…
• Wendy formed precipitate when she wasn’t supposed to i.e. pipette > wrong beaker > WTF
• Danny got busted for eating his lunch in Geo, and brought his sandwich outside to eat when he was asked to stand outside
• Steven *takes out geo textbook in hist*, *page 253…*, “CRAP. What are you looking at!?!”
• What’s APEC? Phil, “Asia, Pacific… E… Exotic” CLASSIC
• Patricia said Wendy was a Safety Hazard “DONT COME NEAR US, YOU’RE A SAFETY HAZARD” (wendy finds this heartbreaking)

armed and dangerous.

… and hot. =3

As of late, not much blogging as occurred in the sefton blogging community as far as I am concerned. Helen blogs once a week, Kym hasnt since 4 months ago and Karen hasnt updated in over a week as well.  However there has been much blog hopping going on by all writers of the community, something proven today when kym comments “oh wendy, i like your blog”. Seriously, when did people start finding it? The blog has yet to go public and I’ve only told Helen, who i told to look at my old blog’s cbox which i assumed was abandoned and unreadable – and by unreadable not only do i think that know one reads its but i dont even write in it. And just then, i found that Theresa and Jenny’s shared blog has linked ours to which I’ve had no knowledge of until today. The blogging community has its wonders.

The blog title suggests nothing and is absolutely not related to what you thought this post was about. If anything, im eating a manderine. Or i was. and I have yet to get my daily anime news but a brief check on one of the blogs tells me nothing big has happened since Tokyopop. Gadget wise, nothing as well (i just found out there are only really 3 Australian writers for Giz, the rest are international. international being purely American). No one chats to me about this stuff, so it may be of no use to me. But feel free to come talk to me about it if interested about anything remotely related to the japanese entertainment, american manga and anime industry as well as the japanese side of things. I am not all that well informed, i read, that is all i do.

Now i need to take a photo of my self for my scholarship, maybe tomorrow or tonight, when i dont look so horrible xD and when i come back from dishes find a picture to accessorise this post. i forgot a word that could replace accessorise, the word means to like pair up or hand in hand. completely flew past my head xD

And no, i dont have a thing for mechas, i have a thing for mechas being better than Twilight and Edward Cullen in general. YERH FOR TRANSFORMERS II: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN.

OPTIMUS PRIME + BUMBLE BEE > EDWARD CULLEN

edward cullen got nothing on ya machine chest and super fineeeee lines with super strength and what not. Optimus prime got lights DA YAH HAVE LIGHTS? at least he doesn have to stand in the sun. For Otimus Prime and Bumble Bee, its auto turn on =3