A week in Hong Kong 1

This isnt even a week, but whatever its like day 2 I’ve been totally bored and recently rather more than ever pissed off at my shopping abilities and my mothers inability to let me shop. Oh and my nendoroids I bought are actually fake, but still I got something that look like it and worked, except for L I kinda snapped your neck mate, sorry.

Shopping in HK is like heaven to alot of people. It should be. Discounts are everywhere becuase of New Year and all I’vve bought in the past two days was $479.90 HK of tangible items excluding food (becuase I just have to spend my money on snacks I do not need, that is the glory of asia).

What Karen said in her post is true. I for one do that and also know of it on the receiving end, and I know that many other people do that to. And what other people dont know and maybe me too, that it hurts so much to think you are be’ignored (receiving end). It is like literally being stabbed in the heart (assumption, god forbid that you actually do get stabbed) on each attempt to be unignored and obviously each attempt fails and you are left asking  yourself why you even bother. Why do you? Becuase you just do, and you just have to or it will be fucking stuck in your mind for the rest of the day and will continuosly nag you at every available day dreaming moment (hint: person is important to you?). What a bitch it is. And really by that time you wouldnt be having a great time anywhere. Karen might know what/who I’m talking about.

After your attempts you find yourself being continuously ignored and by that time is obvious that no matter what you try all you will get in the end is not your un-ignored-ness, but rather a string of unhappy and hurtful words. I’m waiting for mine, mind you.

What else can you really do? Nothing. Absolutely nothing, once someone changes, the  only person to help is themselves. So to all you who do what that thing says fuck you.

Screw you for paying attention to people who don’t care about you, Fuck you for ignoring those  who love and care for you,  tripple STFU for loving those who hurt you and shape your whole world just based on that and shunning everyone, and seriously. really. STFU.

That wasn’t a rant. L et’s just say its a more legitamet method of speaking for the greater population who feel they know someone like that, and just as well, that greater population might also be a person like that. So in essence, you perceive those feelings given to you by others but you dont perceive those feelings given TO other from you.

Make sense? no. Well it was a rant had to get it off my chess. It’s like 2am in HK which is like 5am in AUS and it taining  and its pretty quiet downstairs. I’m coming off as some self righteous bitch and I deserve to. Sorry Karen. lawl.

Lesson: In the end, we should no longer care about those type of people. They can all go to imaginary hell and die painful deaths from death note induced heartattacks. HELL YERH.

fake nenoroids ;-;

real nendoroids *nudgenudgekwinkmygroupforbirthdaynudgesupernudge*

 
Despite popular belief (amounting to zero) I am the male in any relationship.
That is me. Resemblence much?