Doing: this damn boring post about my exceptionally boring life
Earcandy: The noises coming from my computer >D and my fishtank next door to my room
Mood: Emo. Not really, I’m never full happy joyous at home anyways becuase I need to find ways to kinda fill the amount of time I have. Seriouzly need a new hobby bro before I turn full otaku and hikkimori on you all and become a social outcast whilst shooting beams at your from my hands like those gundam/transformerz dudes 
can someone see that happening
I should be as enthusiastic as her in terms of studying
And oh, to the poeple who commented before, I DO NOT HAVE TUMBLR, I was merely refering to Jessica’s and Theresa’s tumblre of which I was going through.
I forgot what I was going to name today’s post. It actually sounded pretty awesome until I forgot what it was 2 minutes later when I was doing more internet surfing. Damn the internet.
Easter Holidays. I’m glad my sister and my dad get to stay home so that I do not have to face my mums constant nagging about my room. And I get to have fun with my sister (sometimes) and watch my dad cook. Gosh I lead the saddest life possible. Like I’ve seen on many Pm on MSN lately, I, too, need some more adventure in my life. I might not go Gary’s, who knows, I’m a boring enough person and I have tutor on friday, but then I don’t want to not go because then I’ll be stuck at home doing god knows what. I’ll just emo myself out with this blog post. I think I’ve been pretty dull and emo-ish lately o_o wow ahah sorry to karen and everyone else who has to put up with this. Btw i just went over to my old blog and omg I wrote happier and randomer things back then, I really should do that sometime I’m not always proud of the personal things I wrote but none the less its on the public record now Without further aduee (however the hell you spell) the List (capitolised for the sake of having meaning contrary to its actual use).
ohh I painted my nails ‘delicious’ pink o_o for reasons as stated: boredom 
it looks hideous but so cute =P love the colour though D: its liek not to bright and not to dull its like barbie girl pink but better
When I think about our future, I think about our changing friendships. As stupid as the thought may be and as serious and unnecessary as it sounds, I really wonder. Most of you may see me as lot more quieter these days confinding to the safety of my own mind or more or less the area of my group where i sit and mainly do nothing for the whole 40 minutes of lunch. So out of the sake of sentimentality, I’ve decided to do one of those “write about a person you know but dont name them” kind of thing. Hopefully a lot of you would remember the crazy blog post people had going around and most poeple posted this up as well like numourous times.
#1. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. loool its always different, my conversations with you never last more than like what 2 hours now? It’s so different now ;( I guess its just me wanting to keep soemthing that WAS there but no longer is becuase you are changing and adapting to the world around us. ahaha I miss you alot sometimes, our random conversations which no longer really happen, our hang outs, our long ass comments. We don’t talk as much as we use to, and we argue alot, and I feel that you probably find me boring now or can’t talk to me as much anymore becuase it is just different. I feel like you dont really want to talk to me and it makes me feel a bit stupid for trying to. I don’t know where our friendship stands sometimes, I probably over analyse this but yerh. We rarely see each other as well (LOL, remember just becuase I said this it doesnt mean its a certain person, it can mean that i just dont see them becuase of classes and all, im making this real bad and obvious arnt i?) And yerh, I hope I can still be great friends with you till we graduate, you get sick of my ranting I know but thnx for being there when you were.
#2. Dont know what to say about you either. AHahha I’ve pretty much gotten over what happened to our friendship. Its the dynamics of life. This will probably not be the only friendship I jihad in the future or present but its the first i majorly fucked up in. Maybe in the holidays when we MIGHT get together it would be better? who knows. Until then I’ll just put you in the “Once upon a great friend” section of my brain or heart or where ever I store these types of things. I would admit that I was responsible for anything and if anything I was more or less solely responsible and deserved all the shit you chucked at me because I actually never knew you at all up until that point a few months before all this happened; the last get together. So you changed in between that and I’m not saying you shouldn’t change, but im saying it my fault for not noticing it. You were an awesome person to confide in while everything lasted. I will no longer think of this issue or ponder over the what -ifs a billion times. I hope you cherish your future friends and let them notice you change and trust them alot more becuase you should not just becuase they are your friends, but becuase they will always be the one there for you. Happy times ~
[edit] group get together dammit, and you cant even manage that, FireTruck you [/edit]
#3. Sometimes, you are very annoying, you are too serious, you are over serious to the point that it become over killl and any jokes made are deemed ineffective and are immediately blasted off at the speed of light and the atmosphere dampens and becomes alot denser than it was supposed to be. Please, seriously, your point of vie and your intelligence doesn’t mean you are the standard of all human beings and it also does not mean your opinions are shared my a majority of the damn fucking population. I argue with you over such stupid things which you take so damn seriously and i take seriously becuase you insult me by taking it so seriously when it is only a light hearted thing. On top of that, i know my own faults, I know I sometimes lack the knowledge that does not reflect my ’selective school’ status and I know the comments I sometimes make reflect my stupidity in some areas somewhat, but it does not mean you have to reiterate it to me in such a condescending way. Im sorry I’m not as smart as you as far as some subjects go, but please don’t make your ‘corrections’ sound condescending to the point that it is as if the entire world knows what *insert subject* is and I am the only clueless one, infact the entire world doesnt know, IT’S ONLY YOU HALF THE TIME.
#4. I love you (as a friend of course) but sometimes maybe brighten up a little?
#5. This person is easily identifiable. I hate you with as much vigour as I hate the idea of me watching the new Dragon Ball Evolution movie (actually I’ll cross tha toff becuase I’m starting to change my mind about that Naruto and likeing it, becuase I probably will stop half way and not give a crap anylonger about the bullshit fillers and lies the animators feed the public. Paralleling the bullshit and fucking lies you tell to everyone around you and give yourself a much higher position in your own mind, than you are worth, which is lower than the pile of food I give to my dog, and even then my dog will not go near you. Hate is a strong word maybe. Yes. I dislike you. You are mean, condescending, selfish and greedy. Stop acting liek you know everyone becuase you don’t. Stop acting like all the boy-friends that you have or all your close boy-friends are goodlooking, becuase they aren’t least of all you. Look at your self int he mirror in the morning and change the fucking bitch you are inside and become a better person then maybe we will stop bithcing about you behind your back, and stop being a slut too. Then maybe, we might be friends with you and stop making malicious comments too, or one day I will enter your wedding and trash the place. bro.
#6. Sometimes you are annoying, no really, I am very sorry to say this, but you are. Despite everything, sometimes stop complaining about shit and decide to do it, if you are not willing to take people’s advice when complaining about it, why bother continueing complaining (after the initial round) when you havn’t made any moves to rectify your own situation?
#7. haah You are so adorable and funny
#8. Get over yourself, you don’t deserve the attention you get sometimes.
#9. Wendy, go shower, you need to go to the damn shower.
#10. I wish I talked to you more, I don’t see you much at all and I miss the days we use to hang alot, you were so funny
[/end] incessant rant about people I know, not specifically but yes I need to sleep i guess, Study study study
NEED TO DO NOTES FOR ( in this order, in relation to my exam timetable):
- RELIGION
- PRACTICE MATHS EVERYDAY
- BIOLOGY
- ANCIENT HISTORY
- ENGLISH (becuase I no longer give a crap about this subject)
- CHEMISTRY
N2D in general
- Finish copying Maths
- Finish Ancient history questions
- Finish Religion questions
- Do maths tutor/chem tutor homework
- send paintball forms out + consent forms and info
