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I woke up at 2:30 today and now my mum isn’t talking to me. I’m so sad I dont even understand how I could wake up at that time and nto realise it. I swear when I woke up in bed I thought it was 10am. I’m so fucked. That and also I havn;t studied. I went blog hopping around again and found a sefton 07 graduates blog and she wrote this in one of her entries.

“I have this problem where I’m scared to get too close to people because if I did, I’m scared that I’ll end up growing attached to them and needing to rely and depend on them. I hate getting attached and relying and depending on people, because in the end, it’s always me that gets let down. So every time I start getting close to someone, I build a barrier, push them away and try to shut them out of my life. Recently, I’ve been doing that a lot and I’m realising that it’s not healthy. But it’s the way I’ve always been and it’s what I do best.

I think I’m very much like that. To some people, certain people.  And I have been let down so many times it becomes somewhat of a routine for me at times. haahah. Let me read back on this blog in 2 years time, and I will see how much I’ve changed. Hopefully not alot, and hopefully I’m still great friends with all of you people <3 I also found this;

To everyone: Stay close with all your friends! These are the people who you spent five days a week with for the past six years – the people who made you laugh until you couldn’t breathe, the people who taught you maths when you couldn’t understand it from the teacher with the weird accent, the people who lined up with you at the canteen everyday, the people who laughed at your lame jokes even if they were never funny, the people who comforted when you cried over shit exam marks. Don’t just throw it all away!

It’s really scary how that would be us in like one year time. Stressing over our HSC,  our UAI estimates and our university entrance applications. Sefton has a approx 91% university entrance rate among its students. Hopefully alot of us would be in the 91%. It’s so scary how everything and anything can happen after we graduate, it won’t be as garanteed as it is now; it will be spontaneously diverse in all aspects and so so different; meeting new friends, not seeing the people you’ve seen everyweek for 6 years every again (some of them), everyone living different lives, everyone getting jobs and a new circle of friends. I’m typing like I;m graduating this year. loool. Maybe this is what I need in order for me to advance from yr 10 mode to yr 11 mode. Maybe. IM GONNA TRYY GRRR HEAR MY DETERMINATIONA ND LOOK AT MY FACEEE

very determinedd :@ rawrr

I’m one of the laziest poeple you can meet in your life, don’t follow my crash and burn in HSC example. I’m going to repeat a chant so that I will do actually it. I’m so screwed.  gg to me.

I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY , I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STUDY, I WILL STIDY, I WILL STUDY. I WILL I WILL

I actually typed that out rather than copy and paste after writing the first one, so hopefully I will stick to it or im going to flunk my exams. I have a goal to come rank first in Ancient History. I will, I will, I will and this Ancient history exam determines whether we get into extension History or not. IM GOING TO SHOOT THIS EXAM. FUCK YEARH.

ho shiz.

Now onto something else. HSBC now teaches people how to fold origami on the back of their bank receipts. how adorable :O I’ll scan it if im bothered (probably not). I’ll also show you this super adorable bottle i found at woolworths – PomWonderful  <3  Its soo cute.

@Karen: ahha Is that maths you are doing in the background? D: It looks like burnt patches to me >_< Did the ink on the paper go blotchy because of the contacts? AHAHAH nice to see you having fun studying

currently in love with this video its so adorable in so many ways The song, the dancing, the oddity of it all.

Enjoy lads

P.S I love the choreography and the guy int eh suit [the first guy who dances] the phone throwing was awesomeee :O

P.S.S and the policeman =X