Its 3am

It’s 3am and im on supermilk (ignore the punctuation, grammar, capital letters; its 3am i could care less, plus im typing in the dark save for my laptop natural screen lighting which does little to eleviate the blindness i am currently subjected to while i am trying to type properly without actually seeing the keys im touching. thankgoodness i can vaguely or well touch type although not entirely properly)

I went to sleep at like 1am but as i got to bed i started thinking a range of shit that more or less sounds like a re-evaluation of my life but it actually wasnt; it was only looking back at the things ive done and how i regret it now. That just sucks -___- and so i rolled around in bed for what seemed like a billion hours and i still couldnt sleep so i got up and went toilet and went on the computer, might as well do soemthing instead of wasting about 2 hours or so trying to sleep when i couldn’t. Reminds me of the time my parents were still in China and HK. I went a tiny bit insomniac during those days for some odd reason literally not sleeping until 6 am in the mornign and then waking up at 9 to do god knows what. Then sleeping pattern reverted back to normal when i came home from the airport after picking up my parents and slept with my sister and her friend on the bed (yes, all together) for a couple of hours. So maybe i should like stay up to wee hours of the morning then sleep for 1 or 2 then wake up again; might make me tired enough to go to sleep earlier instead of the usual 1 or 2 am and my sleeping pattern gets reverted back. You can probably see im particularly lazy at the moment in terms of paragraphing and editing this entry. I can’t be bothered pressing enter to start a new paragraph D: wow this just sounds like a rant xD hopefully my dad doesnt wake up to catch me. I will be returning to bed at 3:30. Hopefully i would be able to sleep by then in not im fucked. i cant seem to find the letter ‘y’ in the dark; i have to keep experimenting with the letters near it in order to get the right one. gosh touch typing fail now my eyes kinda hurt do to the darkness and the screen. should sleep. gonna end entry now before i go blind. love love

p.s trying to find a waterbottle in the dark is a bitch -__- also subjecting my self to badly written fanfiction that is as good as twilight does not do for a good morning paper