Why bother when clearly you’re not getting the same level of effort back?
I’m happy. 
And I don’t believe you need a heard of friends, only a handful of good ones. The ones that grow up alongside you, that you know will be there and won’t change despite external obstacles and changes which will and have occurred. The ones that make you feel like yourself, that let you be yourself. The ones who can tolerate you, even during the weirdest of phases.
Cheese much 
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You’re all beautiful people.
That was my dinner for toonight. Pho the chinese way ;D Today was biology and I think we pissed amanda off by talking about animal and human rights activist and dissing the importance of whaling etc. Sorry Amanda ;(
Now to the important of ranting. Jenny said she liked reading my rants and why thankyou Jenny and all other people who read this blog for reading and keeping up with my incessant rants about my daily activities and happenings. here is another one: why do you make it so hard for yourself to be understood and talked to? if you wanted to talk you just could and I would and if you didn’t want to, you could have said so as well. Why go in a huge ass circle? All we talk about is on one subject constantly and the fact we can not move beyond that subject is basically a sign that I’m not trying and you arn’t either [/end rant]
That was short. I am still eating my dinner, slower than usualy like half hour slower than usual. People got English exams back today, I feel somewhat dpressed now that I am about 100% sure I got the 3/15. It’s not bad, but it like really really fucks my exams up. I failed prelim English. In other words I actually would have failed my preliminary course. My actualy damn fucking course as a whole. FML.
You get on my nerves. grrrrrr.
edit: MORE GRRRRRRR. where is amanda 
I need to apologise. I’m such a mean person. grr T_T” ……. you are so fucking hard to talk to. grrrrrrrrrr
edit edit: I know internet streaming is good. but where has all the typed up blog summaries gone? ITS ALL INTERNET STREAMING. LIKE OMG I WANT A GOD DAMN SUMMARY THAT IS WHY I TYPE IT INTO GOOGLE SEARCH. DO NOT COME UP WITH STREAMING BLOG SITES INSTEAD. I mean seriously someone INT HIS DAMN ASIAN WORLD MUST STILL RIGHT SUMMARIES NOW.
edit edit edit: I now know the reason why the above happens. When I scrolled down it says :
Tip: These results do not include the word “summary”. Show results that include “summary”.
I seriously remind myself. GG Wendy
edit edit edit edit: I don;t like drama romance series. Other than gossip girl because they do it so deliciously wickedly and well as well. Not too much shit you know? I wonder how they are gonna do Chuck and Balir because … I can’t imagine it. It’s beyond me how the “i hate you but i love you” spark will be retained when they do get together. otherwise, I hate the doki doki feeling you get when you get all this build up of freaking angst and all as well, it basically reflects any of the real life situations one may be in. Which is extremely stupid. N2S: keep away from shoujo manga. omg.
and and something exciting is happening in Auburn. like omg police helicopters are circleing the place :O
edit edit edit edit edit: This is like what? my 5th edit for the day? I really need a life. Previously I was talking about how dramas slightly reflect ones life in so many ways ans aspects that it becomes hard to watch and actually enjoy because the too happy ending of the drama just makes you go bullshit. Do I seem really happy and joyful everday? because I think I do, well to me. No matter how hard I try to be sad, I can’t and there was only once or twice I cried at school for reasons that did not relate to watching a movie. Once becuase I thought it would never see my god brother again, and another time at the station on Karen’s shoulder. I should not be typing this shit up on this blog as no one else actually is either (they either right about their day or a social issue that concerns them). So this is like a personal rant that I am typing as I go along. Don’t use this information against me or I’ll mince meat yah doggehh. (if you have one)
edit edit edit edit edit edit: number 6: did i tell you I just inherited by sisters touch phone although it got a few scratches here and there, it is actually quite fine and although I am not a big fan of samsungs applications I still like the pphone. Thought I need to find a screen cover for it. Before it dies. But my lucky sister inherited her friends iphone D:
