That was yesterday’s glorious 1 hour breafast from 10:30-11:30 where i indulged the taste of the microwaveable meal slowly with mince meat porridge and garlic bread on the side, to give the porridge that extra crunchy taste. It was so nice 
As you noticed, the post previous generated alot of publicity being that the guessing part of the entry made many people go into psychosis from staring and analysing the structure and style of the entry. I might make this a regular thing – as someone suggested I do this every Friday and people will continue guessing. I probably will, so look forward to more guessing of posts I guess? If you want to guest post, buzz me on msn. Though I doubt it will last long lol, since HOW MANY PEOPLE CAN I FIND TO GUEST BLOG? hmm
Today I also realised that me, as a person, may have become a wannabe, a TB; A TEENY BOPPER (if that is the right word). I am my self a complete conformist to the most remote ideas, I am also one of those poeple who like to hog conversations and even though I know this fact, I still do it because it is probably part of my stupidly conformist and egotistical wannabe nature. I’m just bitch slapping myself right now, but I don’t feel like I set my own trends and ideals anymore. I am a follower, not a leader, probably. Someone confirm this? I don’t know. I am not thinking badly of myself, I’m just evaluating my most current personality add-on/change that has occure over the years of highschool after much social and cultural evolutionary influence from other parties and whatnot. Maybe becuase I;m still stuck in yr 10 mode, and maybe moving backward toward yr 9 mode instead of forward which is why I feel so awkward becuase I’ve been doing some reminiscing of old times and hangouts lately after camp with those “wow, remember whne we use to …?” or “I think I’m going to miss ..?” kind of things. If not i ust completely skipped yr 11 and 12 mode and went straight to the graduation part of it – as if I’m leaving school this year kind of thing.
How weird. Can you imagine not waking up to go school in 2011? I can’t. I’ve also been thinking too. I reminds my self of the Janitor from Scrubs – how (last week’s episode) he didn’t want things to change nor did he want anyone to change, despite him being married, JD moving away, and the laywer moving in with his ukalele (is that how you spell it) playing girlfriend. Jd moving away is parallel to how we will be graduation soon and being so far away from each other and the laywer moving in with the gf is almost parallel to us moving in to our chosen universities and shooting our damned professors for not looking after us like they did in Highschool. Janitor didn’t like the change that was going on around him in the hospital. I use to think I could cope pretty well with change and everything, that I could adapt. But I think in truth, I probably really can’t. Maybe it stems from the fact that i changed schools in yr 4 to Berala and had the weirdest first few months there where the homework system was so different compared to a catholic school (there, homework didn’t exist, nor did complicated maths equations and canteens. A kid threw my fork in the bin once and insisted it was rubbish, I ran to the teacher first then I attempted to throw him in the bin, I don’t remember getting into trouble though. ) And after learning about Changing Perspectives probably subliminally turned my dislike of Change into fear or something or another. Maybe. I still miss the presence of Cherry and Karen. The walk to the station is not as funny, and the times in class laughing at Karen is not as hilarious either. I still blame english’s preliminary course though. I need to embrace Change. And I shall. I think I should. But how? hmmmm. I do not know. Do I look really bored or just totally stoned or zoned out in classs sometimes when I am listening to you or a teacher?
To end the post I shall include this really nice MV I found It is also quite a nice song by JBand Monkey Majik. The lead singers are actually canadian born brothers and are actually canadian themselves – not Japanese. But the papercraft-esque animation makes it totally worth watching. It is absolutely beautiful and so abstract in its storytelling. It is definitely a lot more creative and better than what US artists have to offer today in terms of Music Videos – all they do is just wear heavy make up , skanky clothes and dance around a chair in front of flashing neon lights. No artistic creativity at all. What happened to telling a good old story without having you, the singer, just moving from side to side all the time and calling it dancing?
Also, I love being uncapped
Edit@8:28 : I just got told off by my mother to do homework to the point that it overhwlemed me with happy tears. Being told off for the first time about homework in a while makes me a bit happy and excited, in a sick sort of way. She hasn’t done it in a long time, and well her telling me off is like .. OMG I WANT TO DO MY HOMEWORK. not really since I am editing this, but still, she is starting to push me to do my homework again which makes me happy, and sadistic at the same time.
