I should always be like this – a happyfucker. No crying, no emo, no shit. nothing. A HAPPYFUCKERRRR
These days I have been really lazy to actually post anything moderately readable. Tomorrow is guest blogger day I guess. I wish karen would blog more 
Anyways the point of this post was to ask you the reader to give me ideas on stopping crying. It has gotten to a ridiculously stupid point. I just started crying today in Biology when I told fearnside that I forgot my surfing. And I have no idea why. It just starts, its like a damn fucking burst pipe that can not be repaired. And then I cried again outside when I had to tell about the Chem thing to him. I reckon we might get it, since he can not really intervene about it since I am not in his chem class and it is kind of like a conflict of interest. But yes, the point of the post. GIVE ME IDEAS ON HOW TO STOP CRYING. ITS RIDICULOUS BECUASE I JUST CRY. I’m such a wussy its not funny, like to the point that everytime I cry, some people might think it is crocodile tears or something. I don’t know what it is, like is said, its a burst pipe. And well I think it annoys ALOT of people
HOW DO I STOP CRYING? I like totally need to toughen up. I did’t even cry as much when my grandparents died. I just cried abit, but maybes it’s because I don’t want my family to ever see me cry that I try to hold it back really heavily. Fearnside said “You need to toughen up a little bit”. And yerh, I need to.
I cried in 300. no seriously. what the motherfucking confuzzle shit is that? 300? blood guts gore deaths and beheading and I cried (like a few tears). No shit bro, and I cried becuase some guy was talking about how his heart was so filled with hatred watching his son die and all. I CRY FOR IF A FICTIONAL CHARACTER DIES BUT I CAN CRY LESS ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS IN MY OWN LIFE. Maybe I cry becuase it is a psychological thing? or maybe its just the way i probably was made. I didn’t use to cry that much o_o the mention of a letter just brought back “chem memories” like seriously. Maybe I need to be as sadistic as Jenny Nguyen is to stop crying. I like blood, guts and gore. oh baby oh baby. I need to do something about this crying shit. There is a point where my crying goes from being just plain girly and cute to annoying and ridiculous and it has reach annoying and ridiculous even for me, and OMG SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME MAGIC HERB, SCHROOM OR SOME MAGICAL MOTHERFUCKER TO EAT SO I CAN STOP CRYING.
oh, it was as short as I thought it would be.
note: Guest blogger from last week will be revealed tomorrow. New guest blogger for tomorrow.
