I wish I was the balloon right there right now. Stalker much?
There isn’t much that I would really want to blog about today. I should stop conquering this blog and urge karen to do some aza aza fighting 
becuase I’m sure many of you are rather bored with my rants and non-sensical tangeants (aka the blog post previous).
I have been really tired lately actually and well, I don’t really know why o_o ahaha I’ve been out and about more than usual during the school term (I havn’t gone out on the weekends with friends during school term since yr 8/9) so I feel rather high and mighty at the moment becuase my mum lets me go o_o which is pretty wow considering the other day she yelled at me on my train ride home becuase my sister told her (since no one was picking me up from station) that I would be catching the taxi. Mum called bad and screamed in my ear.
And as you may have realised in my previous post, blogging about just anything that does not relate to me and myself turns into a crash and burn course of putty D: yes, I am that morbidly boring because I am feeling like sleep right now except I can not as I need to do my Ancient History shit. Also I think the spam sms-ing I have been doing over the past few days has gotten me addicted to my phone; I literally check it every 2 minutes then spend 15 seconds thinking “omg I’ve gone obsessive compulsive” another 30 seconds trying to resisting the urge to look at my phone incase i missed something, 30 seconds telling my self to resist, 15 seconds waiting for a vibration before finally checking and finding out there was nothing. I have gone obsessive over this shit. I should just stop answering my phone altogether. This is how it all starts, so now I’m charging my phone OUTSIDE my study room to prevent my self form looking at it any further and its working (y).
I remember there was something I needed to blog about today, but I cannot seem to recall when I literally said “I’m going to blog today” or what I was going to blog about in the first place. So until I remember what I said I will put that on hold.
There is nothing like shitless and brainless spending of money, resources and living things. and on that note I’m going to waste away billions of carbon dioxide black balloons in order to do my anc hist becuase I have no idea what to do at the moment. Theresa I need some help becuase I am super lazy at the moment 
and super sleepy.
Edit: There are time when one would wish they did not live, did not meet certain people, wish they did certain things and wish they avoided everything all together. This is probably one of those times for myself. Fuck me dead Ancient history tomorrow I wish it was different, so much more different. Get ready for mass avoiding mission
