Fell in Love without you – Motion City

edit: i was just thinking, Michael Jackson kind of like really did beat it D: beat the bucket, kicked it ewhatever you call it but the irony of his songs and his life is so interesting

Like Totally *insert nod*

Earcandy: Fell in love without you – Motion City (Gossip Girl)
Feeling: tiredddd
Eyecandy: various Tumblrs

Many things in this world are complicated. Like how come people become the people they become? How come we fail to realise how important people are when they are alive and only relish their contribution in their indefinite absence?

Human beings are complicated and we fail to make ourselves simple to understand; simple enough for others to decipher us becuase we like the thrill of the chase – the unfolding and step by step discovery by some one else. I guess it makes us feel like someone cares to try and understand or tries to at least care, even if no one else would. There are so many mysteries in the course of trying to understand why things are and why things arent. How they turned into this pile of junk we call a love/hate/ignorant/ nonexistent friendship, or how something so crappy turned into something even crappier, or how we feel more comfortable to be around strangers than friends we have known for more than half your highschool life. The mysteries of human psychology is ever lastingly complicated

 

and this is what we tell our selves all the time

Ahaha the post is sounding pretty emo yes Dx well it isnt just bear with my own philosophical and non-sensical words of unwisdom. when you find a friend you can truly trust, truly devulge all your deepest darkest secrets in and can truly truly talk to, keep him/her becuase you may never find another person like that ever again, but don’t lose yourself in the process. Becuase when you find this person, chances are you reveal your own vulnerability to him/her and despite them having done nothing, you might self sabotage your relationship becuase of the vulnerability you have. If that made sense at all.

Michael Jackson and Farrah Forsett died yesterday. Such a sad day it is for the world of entertainment. There was so much speculation and arguments about whether he official died or if he was just in a coma. I know for one that me and louise and Amanda had argued about it for abotu 10 minutes whether he died yet, or whether he was in a coma and well at that moment they had not confirmed his death until we found out in biology from Jason Ralston. MJ death completely overshadows Farrah Forsett’s majorly man R.I.P to both of them

I;ve been so tired and lazy lately I can not wait or the holidays to come and take over this crazy school shit for me. In a year’s time we will be in the HSC course and I’m such a lazy bitch that I don’t think I may be able to pass my HSC, like I have said countless times before. So I will finish my Anc hist questions today and some of my maths? deall. Yes.

I wake up like this every morning [seriously]

Waking up to go to school is so hard now a days. I literally wakeup then fall back to sleep again and it sucks becuase I know I have school and what is even worse is that I sleep late and I can not help myself. I swear to god when I hit term 4, I’m going to reduce my intake of msn and fb and random social networks and actually study, not at home, but at the fucking library becuase omfg if I do not get past my 90% ATAR I will fucking die. I probably am capable of getting at least 80% if I tried, but add the consistent loss of marks I am garranteed to get due to exam stress/nervousness etc. This sucks even more just thinking about it.

I was going to type one more paragraph before but yerh I am currently very lazy right now. Goodnight peeps, sorry for the unsubstantial blogpost. I’m slowly losing my mojojojojo but I’ll gain it bac again sooon <3

I’ve got no caption. Because this was just pretty