I’m gone for 3 months and like THE WHOLE INTERFACE CHANGES? WHAT THE SHIZ.

Anyway the point of this post was really to kind of decipher how I’m feeling at the moment. It feels rather foreign yet familiar at the same time that I can’t really pinpoint the exact word to describe it. Maybe its denial. lul. Anyway you know those posts on tumblr about friends leaving other friend arn’t really your real friends? Yerh I actually realised, I’m one of those people. And you know those things about “If he/she isn’t putting effort into it, why should you?” Yerh well while I actually reblog those, I feel to a degree everyone is a culprit. No one is really a victim because if you were trying hard enough, they would actually try just as hard if not harder. If you put no effort into it, well, the quote totally applies. This is like psychological mindfuck or something. No one is a victim and basically everyone is at fault for whatever happens. These quotes are really just an excuse to relieve yourself of the blame you should be sharing.

So anyway, I know I saw half the kids on Friday, but I miss them already. Hai Jenny Lam I know you usually get updated on bloglovin, and Helen (maybe cause she trolls all the blogs anyway). <3 love you guys if you reading this!!

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