Another week, another few days closer to the holidays 
and then hardcore studying (cough)
Another week, and another week closer to having to hand in a ext hist proposal i have yet to think about, let alone research for. So maybe state tomorrow, maybe no since it would be fucking 43 degrees tomorrow. It was pretty painful too, but fun just watching the reactions of people when it started raining – the screaming was so funny.
anyways it 1.47. ill finsih typign this tmro
I fail as a friend to remember all their birthdays. fml among other things i.e laziness and shit. oh god i really need to do my homework instead im fliucking through channels and watching Nightt at the Museum and Failure to Launch and eating chilli chips when I have an obviously big ulcer looming on my mouth.
I feel really anti-social lately. Like just been feeling really quiet (extremely) and keeping to myself in class alot. I just don’t feel like talking lately. Or maybe its just me. Like there is something seriously seriously wrong with me – I can;t even commit my self to a yr 12 tiemtable oh freaking god. I face my mum every day and all she asks me is “don’t you have homework? you seriously arnt trying for your HSC?” Its getting annoying and I know I probably deserve to be asked those questions since I’m a lazy beast around the house.
I don’t know. I feel all weirded out these days. I think I pissed several people off without knowing it. oh no D: I also hav an ulcer which fucking kills right now, Movies to watch, books to read, homework to do. And Diab to call. crap.
Was going to blog last night, but decided not to since I didn’t have the comp to myself until like 11:00 and by then I was too lazy to blog, let alone shower (yerh I know I stink ). So I shall blog now, whatever it may be.
AND HAPPY 7/11 DAY YESTERDAY. (y) DID YOU GET A FREE SLURPEE AT 7/11? BECUASE I SURE DID.
and the guys at the counter looked so pissed off they didnt even bother returning the “happy 7/11 day” at the city when James and I walked in. All they did was keep refilling the cups. I don’t think they get enough business during the weekday, let alone on the weekend.
I’m still stuck on Extension History. I went to the state library to try and do some topic research for ext hist. I did not know there were only two aisles worth of books on history. But wow there were american history, australian history, history of peru, mexico, asian, japan, england, russia and Europe and all these other random countries. I guess it was interesting but I didn’t find much. Not as many topics that I wanted and nothing that really piqued my interest, other than maybe the civial war and Queen Victoria. But nothing that could really last for mroe than 20 hours of research and all. I AM DYING. and I need topics. Me and Theresa have made a kind of pact (more or less we just said it” to get a state ranking for Ext History and try VERY VERY VERY HARD this year.
At the rate my weekends are going, I’m dying. On saturdays I wake up at 7:30 for tutor come home at around 10:30 and sleep till about 4 wake up and feel wasted for about 1 and a half hours before embarking to go tutor at 6 and coming home at 8:30 to laze around and watch movies for the next 5 hours before going to sleep adn waking up on sunday at 2pm. Really. I just waste my weekends doing nothing now and I have a whole list of shit to do or organise my stuff for school and yet I havnt odne anything. I have a small pile of stuff from prelims that i gotta organise out of my table but I havnt really gotten to doing anything about it. So thats quite sad. And I havn’t vacuumed the house in weeks. I think I should becuase there are all these white speckles everywhere and fur and spots. Mum’s gonna be on my case about it again soon.
Lets hope after I post this that I will do my homework. to do list
- maths calculus chapter 6 ex
- english belonging peter.s analysis stuff
- ext hist herodotus notes + topic list
- Anc hist xerxes essay
- chem prac + notes
- bio prac + surfing + notes.
and I still havn;t done any notes. What is wrong with me?
So I got my reports today. I was hoping my mum would be home later but she wasn’t. Of all days it had to be today and so she saw my report but thankgod didn’t open it. I thought she did when I got home and saw the yellow letter on the table – almost gave me a freaking heartattack. So I took it and read it in my room. And now she just rememered “oh Wendy there was a letter for you” and I was like “yerh.. um .. yerh” “is it annother newsletter?” “yerrh, um yerhh” “OH I WANT TO SEE IT” “fuck me.”
I seriously didn;t expect that, she never wants to read the newsletter but then she did so I had to show her my report when I couldnt conjure any newsletter to show her. And her reaction “omg your failing everything, why are you getting so bad.” I think she ignores the fact that my strengths are all in the Histories and arts etc and not the science – all I saw her flip through was science, until she got to English “WTF WHY IS THIS A C I WANT TO KNOW WHY.” “only 22 people got a B so you know” “I DONT CARE I’M TALKING ABOUT YOU” and so no doubt tonight when my dad gets home I’m as fucked as chicken shit. That was my yearly report experience. I seriously can just see how well me and my parents are going to get along in the next year/ few months till my own HSC. It’s gonna be a warzone, probably.
I’m such a lazy ass.
