Hehe wish I could like your post Wendy (=!

Hello blog, long time no see.

2009 so many changes. 365 days (almost) have already passed? :0

This year:

• New school, new system, new school friends
• Meeting friends I hope to keep for life (=
• Realising that the work we put in now will determine the rest of our lives!!

Learning:

• Nothings going to happen unless you make it happen

Since I have no idea what more to say, let’s chuck in a quick quiz:

2009: In the beginning
Where did you bring in the New Year? Home, watching the fireworks on our new television
Who were you with? Family
Did you kiss anyone at midnight? No
Did you make any resolutions? I suppose soo… never stuck to them.

2009: Your love life
Did you break up with anyone? Nope
Did you get anything for Valentine’s day? Aha the rose that MT gave all the new kids .
Did you meet anyone special? Yesss.
Did you fall in love? Maybe.

2009: Friends and enemies
Did you meet any new friends this year? Very many.
Did any of your friendships end? Yes…
Did you dislike anyone? Yes..
Did you make any new enemies? AHAH AC AC.
Did you resolve any fights? Sort of.
Who was your closest friend? Ivy, Wendy ?
Who did you grow apart from?  Many D:.
Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships? YESSS

2009: Your birthday
Did you have a cake? Cupcakes thank youuu Wendy Darius <3
What did you do for your birthday? Lunch ?????
Did you have a party? Sort of .
Did you get any presents? Won’t forget them . <3
If so what was the best thing you got? …

2009: All about you
Did you change at all this year? Not in my opinion. Maybe more girly XD…
Did you dye your hair? Nope.
Did you get your hair cut? YES and permed!
Did you change your style? AHAH more FOBBY. Jokes .
Did you get good grades? GOOD enough for my liking .
Did you have a job? Nope.
Do you drive? Too scared.
Did you own a car? Nope.
Did anyone close to you gave birth? No…
Did you move at all? No..

2009: Wrap up
Is 2009 a good year? YES<3
Did 2009 bring any new insights? Many lessons learnt, but I’m sure I’ll be making the same mistakes.
Do you think 2010 will top 2009? HSC YEAR. Bring it on! (Not really , not ready..)

So many things I want to say… But no courage (=…

Party hard all time to hit the boooks soon all! Goodbye 2009 (=. Will miss it…

Yerh, I realise the title is in the wrong order.

And so goes another year. I must say it was pretty fast, I still remember coming back from China/HK and going wtfjesuschristsuperstar on all the whiteshirts. Now, we have better things to comment about, like how fucked we are for our HSC, or how much we study each day, or how fucked we are for our HSC. It’s like a neverending cycle; that is until like November next year when we are freeeeeeee. FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

And the year that was 2009 was pretty okay lots of weird moments and lots of bonding in class and bludging and work, tears, nosebleeds, big booklets, stress, failed attempts at collecting money for cakes, fail birthdays, fail teachers and lots of binder folders flying around and camp and holidays parties, crappy movies, crappy tv shows, late nights, sefton, our crappy canteen. stuff.

Looking back, I think it was a pretty good year as a whole, although like always I seriously cannot remember jackshit about what happened this year – I don;t really recall camp even happening just like about 2 terms ago. Everything went by in such a blur, although I admit I had alot of fun this year with the new timetables and subjects and all. The whoel transition from yr 10 to yr 11 timetable was exciting and now in yr 12 we have free periods, early marks and all everyday is a new day becuase I get off at different times which makes it all the more confusing as I end up not remembering anything about the day before or even what happened in my week. Yerh. So let me sum up my 2009 in a nutshell becuase I’m not creative enouhg or really bothered to actually go through all the shit that happened because I seriously don’t remember. Like really. okay here goes nothing

• No Cherry or Karen (sadface)
• White shirts and senior status (woohooo)
• Meeting and getting to bond a lot more than we did in yr 7 history with new people esp those in my English table as I’ve actually never had any classes with the Jenny’s before. Now they make my day in Bio and English and tutor.
• Lots of Diverging and imagination in Ancient History classes with Theresa and Nazan and the rest of the table
• Gary’s crazy parties that he throws at his hosue then we crash and trash
• ahha BEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD, you guys made my year =D
• camp – the slugs, the commando night, the midnight talks using the DS and passing it around very slowly, running around in the rain and swearing from the hieghts, screaming match with the guys of the camp (yerh it was more like me pissed off lol), lots of food, lots of dirt and lots of fun.
• omg tv
• fail birthdays + one success surprise for fiona
• I DONT KNOW AND FORGOT WHAT ELSE
• CHRISTMAS PARTYYYYY where we got full before we even hit the main. we were bloated with the entree already >_>
• running around giving food to certain person and then carolling to them while they were still in their pjs hehe fun times
• a holiday where my mum just goes up to a mountain in the snowies and starts digging up flowers to take home to syndey. great stuff
• okay I’m at my thinking limit today. I don;t remember

But yerh 2009 was a pretty good year, like every other year it had its own kind of awesomeness. NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS SHOULD BE MADE. EVEN IF THE TERM RESOLUTION DID NOT WORK OUT, THIS ONE WILL. RAWR

no really, I intend to keep to these resolutions as best as I can.  I HAVE TO OR IM NEVER GOING TO GET INTO UNI. OMG LIKE JENNY NGUYEN SAYS.

And I really cbf typing anymore.

Until after the new year guys where I am infact UNCAPPED.

ADIOS. amigos.

and HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES

Even the most crappiest of movies get me interested enough to sit there and watch it. Anything beats homework

My tutoring timetables are so effed. Completely does not allow either my sister or my dad to go out at all on a saturday. holy shiz. sat morning is maths, at 11:10 its english, 3:30 is stuff, and 6 is chem. AND ITS IN 3 DIFFERENT PLACES. I need to develop a full proof travel plan lol.

Another week, another few days closer to the holidays and then hardcore studying (cough)

Another week, and another week closer to having to hand in a ext hist proposal i have yet to think about, let alone research for. So maybe state tomorrow, maybe no since it would be fucking 43 degrees tomorrow. It was pretty painful too, but fun just watching the reactions of people when it started raining – the screaming was so funny.

anyways it 1.47. I’ll finish typing this.

[pretend I typed this last week]

It was so hot it was not funny. My ass was literally roasting. I couldn;t even sit on a chair for half the day becuase my ass was sweating so much from just sitting down. disturbing as the though is, I am sure not one person in the school did not sweat through their ass that day at some point or another during the 4 periods we were placed in classrooms. I did not end up going to the state library; instead i spent 5 min intervals getting stuck between the fridge door and the inside of the fridge to get cold. It is actually a pretty nice place I must say. Oh and I also boguth $40 worth of textbooks from Yr 12s. yay though it was only 3 books and lots of random ntoes i will never read. I mgiht say I probably wasted $20 on stuff I did not even need. probably not anyways. and that was the week ina  butshell. i forgot what else i missed. oh yerh everyone going crazy bargaining for books as well. kim got a whole stack for $58 as did Van and Helen. Crazy. adorable, but crazy.

oh yes and KrisKringle/secret santa time again <3

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edit: maybe not. I’m never bothered to do anything let alone blog. I have no completed any of my “to do” list shit. And because of that I think I will start. Maybe now.

I fail as a friend to remember all their birthdays. fml among other things i.e laziness and shit. oh god i really need to do my homework instead im fliucking through channels and watching Nightt at the Museum and Failure to Launch and eating chilli chips when I have an obviously big ulcer looming on my mouth.

I feel really anti-social lately. Like just been  feeling really quiet (extremely) and keeping to myself in class alot. I just don’t feel like talking lately. Or maybe its just me. Like there is something seriously seriously wrong with me – I can;t even commit my self to a yr 12 tiemtable oh freaking god. I face my mum every day and all she asks me is “don’t you have homework? you seriously arnt trying for your HSC?” Its getting annoying and I know I probably deserve to be asked those questions since I’m a lazy beast around the house.

 I don’t know. I feel all weirded out these days. I think I pissed several people off without knowing it. oh no D: I also hav an ulcer which fucking kills right now, Movies to watch, books to read, homework to do. And Diab to call. crap.

Was going to blog last night, but decided not to since I didn’t have the comp to myself until like 11:00 and by then I was too lazy to blog, let alone shower (yerh I know I stink ). So I shall blog now, whatever it may be.

AND HAPPY 7/11 DAY YESTERDAY. (y) DID YOU GET A FREE SLURPEE AT 7/11? BECUASE I SURE DID.

and the guys at the counter looked so pissed off they didnt even bother returning the “happy 7/11 day” at the city when James and I walked in. All they did was keep refilling the cups. I don’t think they get enough business  during the weekday, let alone on the weekend.

I’m still stuck on Extension History. I went to the state library to try and do some topic research for ext hist. I did not know there were only two aisles worth of books on history. But wow there were american history, australian history, history of peru, mexico, asian, japan, england, russia and Europe and all these other random countries. I guess it was interesting but I didn’t find much. Not as many topics that I wanted and nothing that really piqued my interest, other than maybe the civial war and Queen Victoria. But nothing that could really last for mroe than 20 hours of research and all. I AM DYING. and I need topics. Me and Theresa have made a kind of pact (more or less we just said it” to get a state ranking for Ext History and try VERY VERY VERY HARD this year.

At the rate my weekends are going, I’m dying. On saturdays I wake up at 7:30 for tutor come home at around 10:30 and sleep till about 4 wake up and feel wasted for about 1 and a half hours before embarking to go tutor at 6 and coming home at 8:30 to laze around and watch movies for the next 5 hours before going to sleep adn waking up on sunday at 2pm. Really. I just waste my weekends doing nothing now and I have a whole list of shit to do or organise my stuff for school and yet I havnt odne anything. I have a small pile of stuff from prelims that i gotta organise out of my table but I havnt really gotten to doing anything about it. So thats quite sad. And I havn’t vacuumed the house in weeks. I think I should becuase there are all these white speckles everywhere and fur and spots. Mum’s gonna be on my case about it again soon.

Lets hope after I post this that I will do my homework. to do list

- maths calculus chapter 6 ex
- english belonging peter.s analysis stuff
- ext hist herodotus notes + topic list
- Anc hist xerxes essay
- chem prac + notes
- bio prac + surfing + notes.

and I still havn;t done any notes. What is wrong with me?

So I got my reports today. I was hoping my mum would be home later but she wasn’t. Of all days it had to be today and so she saw my report but thankgod didn’t open it. I thought she did when I got home and saw the yellow letter on the table – almost gave me a freaking heartattack. So I took it and read it in my room. And now she just rememered “oh Wendy there was a letter for you” and I was like “yerh.. um .. yerh” “is it annother newsletter?” “yerrh, um yerhh” “OH I WANT TO SEE IT” “fuck me.”

I seriously didn;t expect that, she never wants to read the newsletter but then she did so I had to show her my report when I couldnt conjure any newsletter to show her. And her reaction “omg your failing everything, why are you getting so bad.” I think she ignores the fact that my strengths are all in the Histories and arts etc and not the science – all I saw her flip through was science, until she got to English “WTF WHY IS THIS A C I WANT TO KNOW WHY.” “only 22 people got a B so you know” “I DONT CARE I’M TALKING ABOUT YOU”  and so no doubt tonight when my dad gets home I’m as fucked as chicken shit. That was my yearly report experience. I seriously can just see how well me and my parents are going to get along in the next year/ few months till my own HSC. It’s gonna be a warzone, probably.

I’m such a lazy ass.

Armehhhhhhhhhhh. RAWrrRRRr

I am possibly one of the most indecisive person you will ever know. One day I certain of one thing, the next I over think and become ridiculously unsure of my decision. As many of you probably know, my level of commitment is horendously low for a student in her final year of high school; I;m still miraculously stuck in yr 10 mode and cannot find myself moving beyond it. I say and urge myself to do my homework, but I just cant bring myself to do it. My lazyness is probably going to cost me a lot in my future and I don’t seem to care. Like now, its 6:08 and I’m blogging. I need to start getting serious -nerd glasses-

I said I would blog about school on a weekly if not daily basis so in maybe a few month or years time I can look back and remember how stupid and carefree I was at school and remember the good old times. Maybe being too reminscent about school is keeping me from doing my work seriously – feels like I’m staying here forever and yet I’m leaving next year. It still hasn’t sunk in miraculously and this is the reason, I suspect, that will lead to my imminent failure in all my future endeavors. I really should start a n2s: stop thinking about how long you have at school and start thinking about going to school every morning or something. Really, my brain runs on tangents when I’m unoccupied or not into anything – which I havn’t been in a while. Homework does not keep my mind working, in fact it makes my mind go in all different directions. For example one day I was doing maths homework, 3 minutes later some how I had a calculator in my hands calculating the amount of money my parents spent on my formal and informal education from K-Yr 12 excluding school supplies and stationary. Really, for some reason my attention span is just THIS miniscule. Something must be wrong with my under developed brain, seriously.

Anyway about school. The 3 weeks went by pretty fast, tomorrow is Week 3 Thursday – I STILL FEEL LIKE ITS MONDAY WTH. Everything goes by so quickly. I’ve already had about 3 Ext History lessons and I am still completely lost as to what I am supposed to learn, or what I’m supposed to do – Its not Langadinos’ fault, more or less that I just havn’t been trying. Looking at Franchesca who takes the subject extremely seriously, I feel like a fly on the wall who does nothing but eat in class. I don’t read the book, I don’t look at my notes, I don’t take down notes. I’m a dead man, but besides from that, it has been pretty fun lunch time on Tuesdays are like little family-like gatherings of all the ext hist people at the canteen – its rather quiet sometimes but we get to boss the kids in the canteen line around which is so fun =) AND THE FOOD. Ext Hist has turned into a party for us with Nazan bringing Krispy Kreme for the past two week. I feel my arteries clogging up already when I wake up in the morning. Seriously. Having subs in biology is so fun with Thy, Amanda and Van. Most of our lessons has accumulated to heated discussions about a topic i.e Amanda wanting to move out when she graduates and us calling her whitewashed since being asians, we would probably leech off of our parents for quite a while before going anywhere – our reasons being somewhere along the lines of “its our turn to give back to our parents after their sacrifices and all for raising us into who we are” kinda shit. It was to the point that even Mr Chong got into the argument becuase he was eavesdropping on us.

And our labs aren’t ready till next term either. We have beeen nomads for the past few science lesssons and my god is becomes the biggest freaking bludge ever. Every lesson, we seem to have time to gossip about everyone else and play musical chairs D= English has turned serious. And I just remembered, I have homework.CRAP CRAP CRAP.

Anyways I think I blogged enough today. Need to work up the courage now to go and ask Gavin to lower the price of his textbooks depending on the condition its in and goodluck to all the HSC people. I hope the timetable for our HSC isn’t has horrible as it was this year if were were to do the HSC – I would have had an exam on the first wednesday, then friday then second week everyday until thursday, then a monday exam then a thursday one. I would have been fucked given my study habits. Yay me. I’M GONNA FOCUSSSSSSS RAWRRRRRRRRRR

btw: SFX = sound effects, FX = eff-ects. seriously that was just amazing this morning

P.S I have yet to complete any of my “hsc to do list”. I need to. I’LL START BY GOING LIBRARY THIS WEEK. AND ON WEDNESDAY, WHEN I HAVE A FREE 4TH PERIOD. yerh.

Feels good to post since I havn’t in a long time. oh and I saw Karen and Alex today at Lidcombe station. Nice seeing you guys.

This time I plan to stick to this, like I’ve said  in the past a billion time before as well. Oh well

1. Go State Library at least once a month solely to research ext hist.

I’M PUTTING ALL MY FUCKING SKILL INTO THIS FUCKING PROJECT BECUASE ITS THE ONLY SUBEJCT I SEEM TO EXCEL (in comparison to all my others) AT. (okay brb to finish, need to chuck a shit or something – probably from all the raw cake mix I’m known for eating. oops) Anyways, Ext Hist. Yerh, seeing as history is the only subject I do remotely well in, I might as well put more effort into trying to pass the ext part of it as well. I am going to study hard core not just for hist ext though, but also do all my homework and everything there. Or at least try to. I don’t know if I can cope well enough on my own wihtout being ditracted but I love playing with the lockers at the Library. woot. If not the State, then SOME LIBRARY. 

2. Do my assessments on time and not the night before and start them at least one week before.

I find my self saying this to myself time and time again more or less becuase I never stick to it, and I do not think I ever will either. But at least I’m putting it up there. I should give my self a clap for acknowledging this. (:

3. Make yr 12 and everyday of it count.

This is our last year of High school. Last year we get to spend with the people we have spent half our education with. Enjoy it the best you can and maybe it might surprise you.

4. Do my homework when I get home

5. Go online less, unless I really need it. If worse comes to worse, I can always use the Iphone for websurfing. Yerh.

6. SAVE! SAVE! SAVE!

For some reason I find it incredibly hard for myself to do so. I use to be able to, but maybe that was before I started going out and being the teenager with stationary that I am. Yes you could even say that I was a hoarder of Money back in circe Year 6. Now I don’t even have enough for a piece of gum. Literally. SO LEARN TO SAVE SAVE SAVE

7. Get a job this summer holidays - not like I’m doing much anyways

8. COMPLETE THIS LIST.

I quite like this list of personal goals. I hope to stick to them and I fucking better.

Welcombe back to Australia Karen BLOG WHEN YOU HAVE TIME YERH? aahah and Maybe a catch up?

dunno I’m not good at this stuff >_<

STICK TO IT WENDY. STICK TO THIS STUPID THING. STICK.

I hate the hope you give me when I see you. I don;t wnat anything but to remain as civil as we are. I would like that. I don’t miss you, I just miss what was there.

STICK.

9. Try and make more friends, and make back old ones, at the very least on the level of acquintance.

STICK TO IT. RAWR.