This isnt even a week, but whatever its like day 2 I’ve been totally bored and recently rather more than ever pissed off at my shopping abilities and my mothers inability to let me shop. Oh and my nendoroids I bought are actually fake, but still I got something that look like it and worked, except for L I kinda snapped your neck mate, sorry.

Shopping in HK is like heaven to alot of people. It should be. Discounts are everywhere becuase of New Year and all I’vve bought in the past two days was $479.90 HK of tangible items excluding food (becuase I just have to spend my money on snacks I do not need, that is the glory of asia).

What Karen said in her post is true. I for one do that and also know of it on the receiving end, and I know that many other people do that to. And what other people dont know and maybe me too, that it hurts so much to think you are be’ignored (receiving end). It is like literally being stabbed in the heart (assumption, god forbid that you actually do get stabbed) on each attempt to be unignored and obviously each attempt fails and you are left asking  yourself why you even bother. Why do you? Becuase you just do, and you just have to or it will be fucking stuck in your mind for the rest of the day and will continuosly nag you at every available day dreaming moment (hint: person is important to you?). What a bitch it is. And really by that time you wouldnt be having a great time anywhere. Karen might know what/who I’m talking about.

After your attempts you find yourself being continuously ignored and by that time is obvious that no matter what you try all you will get in the end is not your un-ignored-ness, but rather a string of unhappy and hurtful words. I’m waiting for mine, mind you.

What else can you really do? Nothing. Absolutely nothing, once someone changes, the  only person to help is themselves. So to all you who do what that thing says fuck you.

Screw you for paying attention to people who don’t care about you, Fuck you for ignoring those  who love and care for you,  tripple STFU for loving those who hurt you and shape your whole world just based on that and shunning everyone, and seriously. really. STFU.

That wasn’t a rant. L et’s just say its a more legitamet method of speaking for the greater population who feel they know someone like that, and just as well, that greater population might also be a person like that. So in essence, you perceive those feelings given to you by others but you dont perceive those feelings given TO other from you.

Make sense? no. Well it was a rant had to get it off my chess. It’s like 2am in HK which is like 5am in AUS and it taining  and its pretty quiet downstairs. I’m coming off as some self righteous bitch and I deserve to. Sorry Karen. lawl.

Lesson: In the end, we should no longer care about those type of people. They can all go to imaginary hell and die painful deaths from death note induced heartattacks. HELL YERH.

fake nenoroids ;-;

real nendoroids *nudgenudgekwinkmygroupforbirthdaynudgesupernudge*

 
Despite popular belief (amounting to zero) I am the male in any relationship.
That is me. Resemblence much?

seriously. seriously. SERIOUSLY

I have suffered so much bad luck lately imstarting to blame it on karma becuae of the means things ive done before. but of all time to bite back YOU BITE BACK WHEN IM APPLYING FOR WORK EPXERIENCE? first, i acidently typedin the wrong reply email, second the phone call and convo witht he fax machine had a 1 minute silence while i tried to find my phone, third sending another email to apologise for inconvenience, press send and accidently closed the window. HOW SHITTY CAN THIS GET and then EVEYRONE FCKING PWNED ME IN SCIENCE. THERE ARE ONLY 2 CLASS FOR CHEM AND PHYSICS. and everyone is in competition for them, at this rate, im fcked. like seriously I MIGHT NOT EVEN GET INT BECUASE MY MARKS ARE SCREWED UP. my intelligence only takes me so far and that is only if i have intelligence at all. i cant be fcked to put paragraphs so like helen says, use you english skills and imagine them, motherfckers –” im mean seirously, im pissed off and dont take offense to what i say. GAH AND MAPLE WONT WORK . WTF IS THIS WEEKEND? ALL THE WORLD AGAINST WENDY WEEKEND? shit revolves around me. suicide is suddenly looking very promising however, im not that type of person. i cant even fake that im sad, its like a imposssible facade to put on. im happy 24/7 whether im really sad or not. HOW SHITTY CAN THAT GET? yerh shit hit the fan today. hooray 
EDIT: did i also mention that maple doesnt work? YERH THERE IS A FUCKING 9 HOUR DELAY MOTHERFCKING NEXON. NEVER HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TIME AND THE PRIVATE SERVER WONT WORK FOR MEBUT IT DOES FOR KAREN DENNIS AND DAVID SO WTF IS THIS? gah i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate my life. DOESNT ANYTHING GO RIGHT FOR ME? EVER? I CAN THINK OF SO MANY TIMES WHERE THERE WAS A CHANCE, BUT I NEVER TOOK IT AND YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHING AND NO WIM COMPLETELY OFF THE TOPIC. gah. SHIT HIT THE FAN TENFOLD.
EDIT EDIT: im tempted to update and i will. im going to live under a rock for the rest of my life. i mean seriously. i cant do anything, NOTHING. fiona can design, stephanie can cook, amanda can play the flute, theresa is a maths wiz, louise is like connected, and crystal is manga orientated. what am i. nothing. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. im worth nothing, i have nothing and i cant even spell hyperbolae in plural form correctly as pointed out by patricia. SO MAYBE I WILL GO HIDE UNDER A ROCK AND DIE. im a average jow destined to walk throught life accomplishing nothing. im that 70% who does just enough and goes through life carelessly and dying lonely. im ordinary. ordinary to the bone no matter how different i try to be. gah. life sucks for me.
EDIT EDIT EDIT: Helen is so funny. ive deleted all my emails except for the ones i need which i have no idea why. Im all better today. its impulsive ranting. like impulsive shoppping but ranting becuase no one cares of reads. hooray

itsumademohibikukonomelody – Mihimaru GT (yah thats the whole song name)

Hello there SUPERMILKSTORY
This is an absolutely long overdue post, and i put the blame on karen it was her turn to post ahah. None the less much of the blame should be put on the exams … about 3 weeks ago Anyhows the low down is that i basically like screwed up my exams except for  el hist. i came first, like wtf. seriously ^__^” but its out of 30 people which isnt much, my maths on the other hand is so fucked it cant get any worse. A percentage of under 70% basically results in a standard 2 unit maths class of which i would refuse to attend. I AM FUCKING CAPABLE. and now to english, as much as i have to admit im proud of the marks fomr my major work, i am not proud of the fact that at the end of the year i may have to probably explain why i deserve a spot in the advanced english class as opposed to why other people dont deserve the spot. Seriously, phuong tran has a higher average, EVEN STEPHANIE HAS A HIGHEER AVERAGE. i mean AND AMANDA. like gosh. give me something. and as expected karen pwned in history, just behind helen. They must be the smartest group in the whole grade actually, like yerh pretty much epic pwnage. 77% average for all my exams so far =/ not so proud abotu that, wish i could get past the 80% at least but i need to do super good for english and science since maths fucked me up big time. seriously how did i do so bad TT” . And now onto the most irrelavent news i have accumulated in my brain over the week i have not blogged

- me and karen –> back on maple (HAHAHA)
- PS3 USES 5x more electricity than a fridge, 10x more than a Wii
- some dropouts from school in the US hacked the country’s biggest cable tv and 2nd largest internet provider company for several hours simply becuase they wanted to be a bitch to a company who was a bitch to them (STICK IT TO THEM BROTHERS)
- some japanese dude discovered that a homeless lady has been living in his closet for about a year. He did not realise anyhting until stuff in hi fridge went missing. she claims to have had regular showers while staying at his residence. the poor man must be blind i say.
- lelouch lamperouge constantly mindfucked by whatsinamebestfriend.
- tokyopop is officially combustable to the fact the company is separating into two. the result: the titles will be dwindled down by 50% meaning half the licensed will be at risk of getting the chop as well as an additional lay off of 39 employees and to what i have heard are about 20% of the their workforce. (how many people do they hire?)
- im depleted of information relevant to all aspects of news and myself. its either there or not

and im off to play maple, do maths or fill otu my scholarship application. I MUST DO SOMETHING OTHER THAN the online shit i do which is literally almost nothing i mean what i have done for half the day? waste a lot of time and i dont think im gonn abother to go shower anyhow. XD yerh im dirty, punch me. hmm im rather emo arnt i? IM EMO gahh AND KAREN SHE KEEPED BLOODY RANTING ON ABOUT HER 91% AVERAGE WHICH IS ABOUT THE SAME AS HELEN. THE ALL-BLOODY-MIGHTY. and cherry T_T shutup karen, you loser you pedo. the average prety much gives you any subject you want. jealoussssssssssssssssssssssssssss @^$@^$% gah

goodnight to whoever reads this which is pretty much no one but heck im lonely and emo and seriously life is so fucked and sucky its not funny. i wouldnt mind dying tomorrow ro something. I have no actual motivation or the actual mentality to end my life myself, but if someone else did it for me im all for it. maybe. or maybe not, just stop the assignments okay? TT” or at least give me motivation and help me lose my habits. this is a e-message to god. im am so screwed.

yerh thats right totally . Gosh i havnt really gotten into the whole study my ass off thing yet. I contribute this to the fact that i am a lazy bum. However, i jsut start history and im writing this, i instead am distracted rather easily and im also hungry. at this very moment. I think i want my muesli bar thingy that i cooked in foodtech, as well as sleep after i finish at least the first half of my notes, if not at least work continuously till about 2 am with the help of my lovely V and coke? yah baby. Anyways, havnt watched anime allw eek, im doing fairyl well but i would do better if i laid off the fanfiction as well. but i only follow one story? maybe entirely? i have no idea im utterly lost XD

lelouch was socalled, mindfucked by suzaku this week like wtf. lelouch COME ON and suzaku EVEN WORSE whoop his ass bro . Kaname needs some loving while zero hogs it all, yerh that;s right tell the kids who is boss, kotoko graduates with a itazura na kiss, nabari no ou caps of its 6th episode with another episode lacking in action but a sulking, whinging and crying yoite still makes great screen time. kamen no maid guy is still .. a perverse witch of a maid guy who has nothing else to do but be a pedo. and i dont remember anyhting else.

*drools* maybe a bit sharper in the art, otherwise it is fine (n_n)b

I takeback what i said about studio dean, indeed they are doing a very good job of including all the intricate parts of vampire knight. However, i still think they need to step up a notch on the art and the illicit and correct portrayal of zero and kaname’s characters, as well as including the rest of the night class, who played a bigger role in the manga and yuuki’;s best friend, whose name escapes me should be given mroe incite  TT” In general much of the beginning chapters of the manga escapes me as it is overshadowed by the revelations of the current chapters, yerh D:

jc staff does potemayo. They also do Zero no Tsukaima and Nodame Cantabile to which the former has 2 seasons and a thrid pending release. so, OF THIS, i declare, POTEMAYO THE GREATEST SLAPSTICK HILARITY THAT LANDED ON THE FACE OF THIS EARTH. yerh bitch give me a second season and ill glomp you there was no tomorrow. As with one other blogger, if you can make 3 seasons of Zero no Tsukaima, you better the hell go make a second season of this slapstick hilarity of potemayo. May god’s wish be with you, JC staff. yerh give me the hell my second season. and more specials. and more guchiko yah

yah thats right!

im not hardcore enough.

I WANNA BE DIE HARDCORE =(

oh lets do hip hop

and hip and a hop and a hip and a hop

hippity hoppety

HARDCOREEEE ~~

This must be a record, updating like 3 times today?

ive been reading my fanfiction and i realise. my story is boring, anti-climatic and boring. As well as the fact it doesnt make sense. not one fucking bit. NOT ONE FREAKING BIT. it is stupid and im going to fuck my major work mark so much it won’t be funny. im going to get a bad mark like always. Do i just sit and suffer with what i have or do i just keep moving forward and try to get better? cuz nothing makes sense =( NOTHING EVER FREAKING MAKES SENSE. THIS DOESN’T MAKE SENSE. NOTHING MAKE SENSE, I JSUT SPEND 5 SECOND TRYING TO FUCKIGN FIGURE WHERE THE APOSTROPHE FOR DOESN’T GO, BETWEEN S AND N OR BETWEEN N AND T. I MIGHT AS WELL ADMIT MYSELF INTO A MENTAL HOSPITAL WHILE I AM IT. OMG. WHY IS EVERYTHING SO SMOOTH FOR SOME POEPLE AND NEVER FOR ME ITS LIKE BLOOD YHEL I HATE THE DRAMAS THAT PORTRAY THOSE PERFECT LIVES CUZ FUCK NOTHING IS PERFECT. gahh. I HAVE A INJURED TENDON, MY LEFT LEG CANT SUPPORT WEIGHT, I GET SHYT IN ENGLISH AND ITS THE ONLY SUBJECT THAT GETS ME THROUGH WITH HIGHER THAN AVERAGE MARKS. 1@#^#^&#%*$ IM GOING TO ADMIT MYSELF INTO A HOSPITAL EXTREMELY SOON. NOW IM GETTING PISSED AT MY HEADER. ITS UGLY q#t^#!%&@$ I HAVE ISSUES.